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IceI walked out on the ice for him.
On bad days I fear falling through;
No one will fish me out.
On good days I almost think
He'll come and walk out with me.
My breath is white clouds, exhilaration.
The possibility of a crack in the ice
Gets my adrenaline pumping.
"Come and play with me!" I call,
Slipping along on unsteady feet.
He shivers and stays where he is.
Talk Therapy - LoveSex scenes on TV and the eighties movies that make me
Moan in despair and loneliness in the dark that is my warm
And empty bedroom filled with pictures of the boys I'd love
The plastic ones with the pearly white smiles and bright eyes
And beautiful bodies, perfect and plastered in magazines,
Buttons unbuttoned, hands in pockets, dusty jeans and beaches.
In the dark the real ones pass by, more shallow than the printed
Page, all knees and elbows with so much time for the beauties
And none for the girls.
Rot, rot, rot. They don't want you.
Give up what you are, who you are, what you do, what you want,
It doesn't matter to anyone but you.
And who are you to matter?
Red Letter Day - Prologue
So here I am, writing.
I’m writing, I’m writing – just as you told me to.
I’m writing, I’m writing, I’m writing.
Have you ever noticed that when the sun goes down, this flat changes? It does. The walls are white during the day and lingering brown at night. During the day, I’m with you and the light from outside paints the walls that heavenly color. But when that sun goes down, the demons wake and I’m alone again, even though you’re just a room away.
Somehow it seems less threatening tonight, and I think it’s because you’ve given me an assignment to try and fight off the darkness. You gave me a stack of papers and a pen and told me to write everything that comes to mind.
It’s a strange feeling to have complete freedom. These empty pages are mine to do whatever I please – I could even wipe my ass with them – but they’re also terribly intimidating. The blank page has always been a nemesis of man. It&
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